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The Poppy

A flower that grows seemingly random,
emitting a warning so clear and right,
seen amongst the dead, in fields live with war,
Poppies all around red, vibrant and bright.

Cenotaph’s surrounded all over this land,
remember those who’ve gone before,
The sharp sound of the bugle playing the “Last post”
Plunged into mournful silence until “Reveille” is played once more.

“They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:
Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun and in the morning
We will remember them.”

Recited and wreaths are brought forward and placed
a prayer prayed for the families that remain, respect given for the lives lost.

Many brought to rememberance of those who gave their lives to protect and defend countries, both the land and the people. T’was the 11th hour, 11th day of the 11th month 1918 when the guns of the Western Front fell silent after more than four years continuous warfare. I remember many tales of the miraculous – angels and the remarkable hand of God intervening on behalf of soldiers from my nation, my town. What a memory, what experience, only a few remain from the world wars now, yet many have followed – fought and won, fought and died. Those also are remembered.

A solomn moment, yet precious in God’s eyes.

Deeper Love

So real are You my Lord,
So precious are Your thoughts.
It’s all about You,
All about Your love.

Much stronger than I can know,
Much greater than I can imagine.
Without it:
How can I live?
How can I breathe?

Life can not remain
It must move forward
It must go on!

I need you to lead me, guide me,
And
show me your will.
Your desire for my life
Is for it to shine for all to see


Please open up my mind
Open up my heart
Take me by the hand
Deeper into Your love

Deeper Love

So real are You my Lord,
So precious are Your thoughts.
It’s all about You,
All about Your love.

Much stronger than I can know,
Much greater than I can imagine.
Without it:
How can I live?
How can I breathe?

Life can not remain
It must move forward
It must go on!

I need you to lead me, guide me,
And
show me your will.
Your desire for my life
Is for it to shine for all to see


Please open up my mind
Open up my heart
Take me by the hand
Deeper into Your love

Another walk!

Walking is my newest fad, I walk to work, I walk to church, I walk to the shops. In fact there are very few places I need a car to get to. I was on my way home from work, via the shops and I saw a dear elderly man heading towards me. He was walking ackwardly with two sticks as aids. Immediately I felt led to talk to him and ask if I could pray for him. I was at a crossroads. A simple choice to make and a simple question to ask. My nerves overtook, I said good afternoon to the gentleman and I walked on home. Knowing that I had missed an opportunity to show God’s heart of love for that man, I prayed – first I repented, then I prayed for more boldness! Finally I prayed that the man would experience God in a deep and fresh way despite my failure. One thing I have learned in life, failures happen but it is how you rise after a fall that truly matter.


Another walk!

Walking is my newest fad, I walk to work, I walk to church, I walk to the shops. In fact there are very few places I need a car to get to. I was on my way home from work, via the shops and I saw a dear elderly man heading towards me. He was walking ackwardly with two sticks as aids. Immediately I felt led to talk to him and ask if I could pray for him. I was at a crossroads. A simple choice to make and a simple question to ask. My nerves overtook, I said good afternoon to the gentleman and I walked on home. Knowing that I had missed an opportunity to show God’s heart of love for that man, I prayed – first I repented, then I prayed for more boldness! Finally I prayed that the man would experience God in a deep and fresh way despite my failure. One thing I have learned in life, failures happen but it is how you rise after a fall that truly matter.


Shabbat Thoughts


On Friday, as has become my custom, I lit some candles, recited some Hebraic blessings and breathed in the rest and peace that comes from my Heavenly Abba! In Jewish custom, this is called Erev Shabbat (evening of Shabbat). This is a time of blessing family members and recalling the faithfulness and goodness of God in our lives. I know that ritual is not thought highly of in our western mindset, however I believe that if God suggested that we spend one day at rest from work and in his presence, then no matter where we live or who we live with, perhaps we should listen and heed God’s suggestions.

A thought I can see transferring to the Biblical feasts (I know, before I was introduced to Gateways Beyond, I thought they were interesting festivals, but didn’t really have a clue regarding they relevance to today.) I believe that God spoke and offered to meet with mankind during specific times of the year. I guess some of the festivals were a little more local to the Jews, yet some are cross culturally relevant. Take Passover for an example, God came to meet His people every year during this time. If I want to meet with God, perhaps that is a good time. My challenge to the readers of this blog is perhaps to consider your time wisely. Meeting with God on a day to day basis is vital to our growth. What about communal times? Are the feasts relevant today? I believe yes. (If you want an interesting, yet well written book check out Messianic Church Arising by Robert Heidler). I am not going to preach this point to you here though I do want to make one statement.

If God asked you to meet with him at specific times every year would you dare not to show up??

Shabbat Thoughts


On Friday, as has become my custom, I lit some candles, recited some Hebraic blessings and breathed in the rest and peace that comes from my Heavenly Abba! In Jewish custom, this is called Erev Shabbat (evening of Shabbat). This is a time of blessing family members and recalling the faithfulness and goodness of God in our lives. I know that ritual is not thought highly of in our western mindset, however I believe that if God suggested that we spend one day at rest from work and in his presence, then no matter where we live or who we live with, perhaps we should listen and heed God’s suggestions.

A thought I can see transferring to the Biblical feasts (I know, before I was introduced to Gateways Beyond, I thought they were interesting festivals, but didn’t really have a clue regarding they relevance to today.) I believe that God spoke and offered to meet with mankind during specific times of the year. I guess some of the festivals were a little more local to the Jews, yet some are cross culturally relevant. Take Passover for an example, God came to meet His people every year during this time. If I want to meet with God, perhaps that is a good time. My challenge to the readers of this blog is perhaps to consider your time wisely. Meeting with God on a day to day basis is vital to our growth. What about communal times? Are the feasts relevant today? I believe yes. (If you want an interesting, yet well written book check out Messianic Church Arising by Robert Heidler). I am not going to preach this point to you here though I do want to make one statement.

If God asked you to meet with him at specific times every year would you dare not to show up??

Lake Tana


As our boat approached the mouth of the Blue Nile, the currents were visable on the top of the water.


I remember the first moment I saw the river – a chocolate brown wide river from the bridge in the hotest journey of my life to date!

Seeing it in June is different to the fullness it would show in September when my Uncle was here. Yet it is hard to deny the vastness and greatnees it beholds.

On the journey we saw Hippos and lots of birds and fish!

After we finished our boat ride we walked back along the shoreline. Earlier on, I wrote a tribute to my uncle remembering who he was mixed with the sights and smells I experienced in the last land he knew. It was a priviledge to be here for this moment. I mourned his death. I honoured his life.

Opportunity arose and I shared this tribute and this moment with the whole team:



A tribute to My Uncle Cpl Ian MacLeod

Mud shacks, horses, donkeys. Bare feet and gleeming grins. White shawls, smartly dressed, a dignity proudly revealled. Joy amidst turmoil peace overcoming trials, A people who live with nothing, yet have true inner peace and joy. A soldier, a man of great courage. A warrior, unashamed and unafraid.

An adventure, a land yet unconquered. A river, so vast and yet unknown. A team, the best of the best, ready to face death and danger. Few had tried and were met with the spear, many hours of exploring ahead. Encountering people of breathtaking beauty. Farmers, shepherds working the fields. They work the ground by hand and oxen still, travelling by foot a common sight. He was a man’s man – one of the strongest on the team. Reports state he rescued three men from the dangers of the river. Respected by all the team members and renowed as strong and capable is how he was seen.

It was September in 1968, the Great Abiai Expedition began here at Lake Tana, the mouth of the Nile. Their mission – to sucessfully navigate and map out the Blue Nile. No easy feat as others had tried only to be met with death from the tribes around. All eyes were on the team as the reporter sent back updates. A point was reached for a rope to be sent across. A man chosen, to face the unknown. My uncle told the man, you have a wife and chilren, let me go in your place as I have none. The man agreed knowing the danger and I imagine, praying for his safety. It was here at this moment a transaction took place. My uncle died, the line to his life was cut as the forces of the water held his body under. His body was never recovered as it could not be drawn back. You see, my uncle gave what he could not keep – His life, to gain what he could not lose, an etenal benefit. There is no greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for a friend. Without hesitation, my uncle did this willingly not knowing the consequences.

A selfless act, an act of love beyond measure.

Here lies and inheritance unspoken

Redemption for my family

Tears yet to be released

For a man I never knew or met

Yet whose life and death has impacted me to strongly.

A lifeline today is to be reconnected

Both in the physical as I mourn and in the spiritual as I collect this lost inheritance, redeeming it for my family.

In the natural my uncle was creative – he made guitars, he was skillful – he was in the elite army SAS, he was well respected and showed great loyality. He was raised right to respect others and love beyond self.

In the spiritual, he knew God as well as many in my family in those days. He had not experienced Holy Spirit like we do, yet he tapped into a deep spiritual truth and ran with it. His act of selflessness came from a deep place in Holy Spirit.

He was a warrior – fearless, selfless, guided, he led and he followed, a true disciple.

Through his death is an inheritance now spoken:

A violent act, demanding a response,

Love beyond self – something you can only do when you’ve experienced it yourself

May I live from this place in my own life.

No fear of abandomnent, rejection,

In it’s place, may I trust in His guidance and loving selflessly like he did.



At the end of this time, I buried a note on the banks of Lake Tana, where the team on The Great Abia Expedition set off from.

A moment of solomness, deep repect and honour for a man I knew by name alone. After this, an Ethiopian man came running after me. He said to me, “life brings many complications. I heard what you said and I like your uncle. I will never forget your uncle.” Although his life was taken, body never recovered, he is remembered and honoured as a man of courage by a native of the nation where his body rests. God you are so good and faithful in every circumstance. For me, this is a day I will not easily forget.

Lake Tana


As our boat approached the mouth of the Blue Nile, the currents were visable on the top of the water.


I remember the first moment I saw the river – a chocolate brown wide river from the bridge in the hotest journey of my life to date!

Seeing it in June is different to the fullness it would show in September when my Uncle was here. Yet it is hard to deny the vastness and greatnees it beholds.

On the journey we saw Hippos and lots of birds and fish!

After we finished our boat ride we walked back along the shoreline. Earlier on, I wrote a tribute to my uncle remembering who he was mixed with the sights and smells I experienced in the last land he knew. It was a priviledge to be here for this moment. I mourned his death. I honoured his life.

Opportunity arose and I shared this tribute and this moment with the whole team:



A tribute to My Uncle Cpl Ian MacLeod

Mud shacks, horses, donkeys. Bare feet and gleeming grins. White shawls, smartly dressed, a dignity proudly revealled. Joy amidst turmoil peace overcoming trials, A people who live with nothing, yet have true inner peace and joy. A soldier, a man of great courage. A warrior, unashamed and unafraid.

An adventure, a land yet unconquered. A river, so vast and yet unknown. A team, the best of the best, ready to face death and danger. Few had tried and were met with the spear, many hours of exploring ahead. Encountering people of breathtaking beauty. Farmers, shepherds working the fields. They work the ground by hand and oxen still, travelling by foot a common sight. He was a man’s man – one of the strongest on the team. Reports state he rescued three men from the dangers of the river. Respected by all the team members and renowed as strong and capable is how he was seen.

It was September in 1968, the Great Abiai Expedition began here at Lake Tana, the mouth of the Nile. Their mission – to sucessfully navigate and map out the Blue Nile. No easy feat as others had tried only to be met with death from the tribes around. All eyes were on the team as the reporter sent back updates. A point was reached for a rope to be sent across. A man chosen, to face the unknown. My uncle told the man, you have a wife and chilren, let me go in your place as I have none. The man agreed knowing the danger and I imagine, praying for his safety. It was here at this moment a transaction took place. My uncle died, the line to his life was cut as the forces of the water held his body under. His body was never recovered as it could not be drawn back. You see, my uncle gave what he could not keep – His life, to gain what he could not lose, an etenal benefit. There is no greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for a friend. Without hesitation, my uncle did this willingly not knowing the consequences.

A selfless act, an act of love beyond measure.

Here lies and inheritance unspoken

Redemption for my family

Tears yet to be released

For a man I never knew or met

Yet whose life and death has impacted me to strongly.

A lifeline today is to be reconnected

Both in the physical as I mourn and in the spiritual as I collect this lost inheritance, redeeming it for my family.

In the natural my uncle was creative – he made guitars, he was skillful – he was in the elite army SAS, he was well respected and showed great loyality. He was raised right to respect others and love beyond self.

In the spiritual, he knew God as well as many in my family in those days. He had not experienced Holy Spirit like we do, yet he tapped into a deep spiritual truth and ran with it. His act of selflessness came from a deep place in Holy Spirit.

He was a warrior – fearless, selfless, guided, he led and he followed, a true disciple.

Through his death is an inheritance now spoken:

A violent act, demanding a response,

Love beyond self – something you can only do when you’ve experienced it yourself

May I live from this place in my own life.

No fear of abandomnent, rejection,

In it’s place, may I trust in His guidance and loving selflessly like he did.



At the end of this time, I buried a note on the banks of Lake Tana, where the team on The Great Abia Expedition set off from.

A moment of solomness, deep repect and honour for a man I knew by name alone. After this, an Ethiopian man came running after me. He said to me, “life brings many complications. I heard what you said and I like your uncle. I will never forget your uncle.” Although his life was taken, body never recovered, he is remembered and honoured as a man of courage by a native of the nation where his body rests. God you are so good and faithful in every circumstance. For me, this is a day I will not easily forget.

Pentecost Celebration

Worship like electricity fills the room,

People energised beyond self.

Glorifying the King above all kings,

The only one who is worthy of all praise.


Singing, dancing, shouting, praying,

With whole heart, mind, spirit.

Carefree and holding nothing back,

Worship fills the room as heaven meets this earth.


A people with nothing in the natural,

Surrendered, humbled and willing.

Giving what little they have,

Gaining what they can never lose.


Because it’s all about You,

It’s all about Your presence.

It’s all about You love,

It’s all for You, Jesus.

Without You, life has no meaning,

Without Your presence, only emptiness.

Without Your love, deep desperation,

And so to You I choose to give my all.